My Playlist, My Reflection

A collection of sounds that shaped who I am — each track a mirror of emotion, memory, and growth.

Calming

Tracks that ground, soothe, and create space for stillness.

Sadness and Sorrow - Naruto OST

Calm, nostalgic, melancholic. Evokes memories of family and childhood places. Perfect for reflection and quiet contemplation.

Thermosphere

Ambient cosmic soundscape. Waves of space noise, amethyst-like echoes. Feels like the universe has been captured in audio form.

pami - pity dirty

Calm, romantic, perfect for repeat listening. Smooth vocals and emotive tones for reflective moments.

Was it real? - Slewy x Habazane

Ambient, freeing. Lifts the soul and clears emotional burdens. Meditative and transcendent.

Not that I'm anywhere (instrumental loop)

Reflective and melancholic. Conveys that the past is unreachable, the present immutable. Slow, thoughtful pace.

Antent - she heals everything

Beautiful ambient track. Gentle and soothing. Evokes healing and calm.

Home - Resonance

Retro perfection. Timeless track that defines personal connection to music and nostalgia.

Nostalgic

Songs that carry the weight of time and memory.

Get Lucky - Daft Punk

Legendary track I grew up hearing. Timeless, endlessly replayable, joyous yet soothing. Peak Daft Punk excellence.

Girl you know

Alternative, nostalgic, Tron-like instrumentation mixed with Brazilian funk. Unusual yet captivating.

Golden Brown - The Stranglers

Angelic, medieval tones. Evokes loyalty, love, and purity. Each moment of the track resonates deeply.

Виктор Цой - Пачка Сигарет

Soulful, deeply personal. Legendary track learned from family. Timeless rock essence.

Justin Timberlake - Rock Your Body

Classic pop vibes. Makes you dance, move, and enjoy playful energy. Timeless upbeat track.

Energetic / Intense

Motion, momentum, and the pulse of action.

Boom, boom, boom, boom - HardTekk

Transformed from a nightcore song into a jumpstyle, it delivers aggressive, ear-pounding bass perfectly synced to the beat. A mix of positivity and raw energy, it's both exhilarating and infectious.

GIG

Low-viewed electronic masterpiece. Starts beautifully melodic and then dives into an electrifying electronic section. Crafted with precision — a real banger that hits hard.

POTETO CHIP ft. KASANE TETO

Funny yet inspiring Vocaloid track. Energetic and creative, it blends humor with beauty. Truly uplifting and unique.

Paradisio - Bailando

Energetic nightcore classic. Makes you move and feel the vibrant, carefree spirit of old-school vibes.

Jump

Father of all jumpstyles. High-energy, fun, and lively. Makes you want to move instantly.

Y119

Hardstyle/jumpstyle track that physically vibrates in your ears. Pure, intense, immersive energy.

Sequencia Do Madrugada (alt ver)

Intense funk that overwhelms and energizes. Perfectly executed, chaotic yet controlled.

Harsh / Heavy

Raw energy, controlled chaos, and the sound of transformation.

Cynthoni - Oublier

Breakcore at its finest. High energy, yet carries underlying sadness. It balances intensity with calm moments, allowing reflection within chaos.

Femtanyl - Girl Hell 1999

Chaotic earrape-style vocals, yet strangely rhythmic. Nostalgic in a cursed way. Intense experimental energy.

Montagem provectus in melody

Extreme experimental track. Harsh and chaotic, yet strangely compelling. Pushes auditory boundaries.

Sewerslvt - New Love

Breakcore legend. Filled with regret, sorrow, and deep emotion. Raw and intense.

Reflective / Dreamy

Emotions suspended in sound — memories, feelings, and quiet introspection.

I wanna be your girlfriend - eto

Deep, dark, echoing vocals with Blade Runner vibes. Instrumental evokes early electronic technology aesthetics, mysterious and atmospheric.

Odecore - I love you hoe

Dark romance in musical form. Harsh yet sincere, unconventional love expressed through sound. A unique and emotive track with vampire-like vibes.

Dawn of the Doors

OST from Roblox game 'Doors'. Mysterious and solitary. Evokes peaceful loneliness and fond memories of the game experience.

MEMORIZING

Atmospheric funk with cosmic vibes. Inspires energy and imagination. Great for listening or creative projects.

Komm, Susser Tod feat. Marina Rios

From my favorite anime Neon Genesis Evangelion. Emotional, melodic, and memorable. Evokes a strong desire to sing along.

Elixir - Ssmaji

Magical, forest-inspired soundscape. Rich, immersive, and enchanting.

Kataruma - Don't worry, I'll always be here for you

Intense yet calming breakcore. Deeply emotional, almost like therapy in sound. Rare hidden gem.

About

Hi, I'm Artoghrul — born in Azerbaijan, raised in a Russian-speaking community through YouTube. At first, I joined the wider English-speaking internet just to improve my language skills… but I somehow became a part of it.

The internet is a strange but real place for me. It's nothing like the outside world — people can help each other deeply, or hurt each other just as much. It's full of knowledge, yet sometimes too much of it can be dangerous. It's mysterious and familiar at the same time — a living, breathing being made of countless minds, both human and AI.

Like everyone else, my life moves in waves — ups and downs, calm moments and chaos. You can see all of that inside my playlist, which I've been building for around six years. At first, it was just the pop music I heard from friends, relatives, and random places. Then came the YouTube era — songs I found in videos or recommendations. And finally, the current stage: I add everything I truly love.

My playlist has become a kind of mirror — a psychological portrait that reflects my traits, my moods, my growth. I've poured a piece of my spirit into it. I plan to preserve it forever — maybe by downloading every track and storing them on an old iPod or some little personal archive. I know the playlist by heart, even the order of many songs, though it has over 1,700 now. It's something that defines me, and helps me stay me.

I love sharing my playlist — especially those special, hidden songs that hit different. So here I am, turning it into a website to show the world the music that raised me.